wow this has been the most amazing month so far.....well here it goes its like this....i met this amazing girl whose name is Elizabeth Anne Porter and we have been togather for like 2 weeks now and i mean i feel everything for her and just she feels so rite like she fills all the empty spots in me and i love her so much...and ontop of that i went out and bought a new turbo for my car so it just runs amazing and i mean it halls when you want it to. so yea that has been my month so far adn its just great well lata yall

~C~ 

I Love You Elizabeth Anne 

WOULD U?
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] listen to billy idol with me?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me in the *b-u-t-t*?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_]fuck me all nite or until we r both exausted?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

~C~

you know life is just like what Forest Gump said, and i quote "life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your goin to get." its all summed up just like that honestly. you know i really dont know what to say anymore im so outa life and just so lost, i cant believe im still living here in this body, i just cant take it anymore, i wanna just get out.

i love her but does she love me back?

~C~

                                                LIFE!!!

my life is goin kinda....well um idk how to put it. i woke up this morning to mom and dad fightin once again and it got to the point that they both wanted a divorce from each other and i just kinda sat in my room on my bed in total shock, just thinkin about what i had just heard from the two of them. just when i thought things were goin to start getting better around here cause its a new year, they just got worse, and now im really leaning toward goin into the military just to get away from all this for a while cause i just cant deal with it anymore it brings me down so much in life even when i dont wanna hear it or deal with it its just there adn it wont ever leave my head now.

~C~

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

            (GOD HELP ME AS I REACH OUT TO YOU)